One of our faith's most important concepts is
expressed in just one Hebrew word: "hesed." Unfortunately, we have
no one English word that does justice to it.
"Hesed" is anything you do for
someone that isn't part of your obligations toward that individual. It can
only be done for those with whom you have entered into some sort of an
agreement or contract, those who can demand certain behavior from you.
It's an action which goes beyond the
obligations of the relationship.
Paul describes one of his acts of "hesed"
in Sunday's second reading (I Cor 9:16-19,22-23). "If I preach the
Gospel," he writes, "this is no reason for me to boast, for an
obligation has been imposed on me, and woe to me if I do not preach it. If I
do so willingly, I have a recompense, but if unwillingly, then I have been
entrusted with a stewardship. What then is my recompense? That when I
preach, I offer the Gospel free of charge so as not to make full use of my
right in the Gospel."
Preaching is one of the Apostle's
responsibilities; it flows from his relationship with the risen Jesus.
Preaching it "without charge" is his "hesed."
If we don't sprinkle some "hesed"
into whatever we must do, the latter eventually will become so unbearable we'll
stop doing it. "Hesed" is a free action in the midst of "unfree"
In the first reading (Job 7:1-4,6-7), we hear
what happens to someone from whom all freedom has been taken: "Is not
peoples' life on earth a drudgery? Are not their days like those of a
hireling, slaves who long for the shade, hirelings who wait for their
wages?" No one enjoys such an existence.
That's why followers of Jesus love Sunday's
Gospel (Mark 1:29-39). It's important to understand that Jesus prays in
Mark's Gospel only when He's under "messianic stress," a
technical way of saying He's not certain what He should do. After praying,
He always takes a step into faith's unknown dimension.
In this situation, Jesus has just finished His
"first day" of public ministry. He's exorcised a demoniac in the
Capernaum synagogue, cured Simon's mother-in-law, and finally "cured
many who were sick with various diseases, and...drove out many demons."
Everyone's eager to see the tremendous things
He has planned for tomorrow.
His disciples are worried and confused when
they can't find Him the next morning. When they finally track Him down,
they're amazed when He tells them to pack up and start down the road to
the next village. It's evident to them that He could spend the rest of His
(and their) ministry in Capernaum, accepted by everyone, doing good things,
and eventually die peacefully in His own bed with His approving, grateful
family surrounding Him.
If He did that, Jesus certainly would be
fulfilling His responsibilities to God and His community. But, as a good
Jew, He knows there's much more to His faith than just taking care of His
obligations. Going to the other villages and preaching in their synagogues
is His "hesed."
On Good Friday night, some of those bewildered
disciples must have thought back to Jesus' fateful early-morning decision
to walk away from security and into the unknown.
It didn't take Him long to preach in "a
synagogue too far" from Capernaum. The closer He got to Jerusalem, the
more He provided His enemies with opportunities to destroy Him. Yet Jesus'
ministry would never have been the unbelievable, life-giving experience for
Him and His followers that we reflect on today without the "hesed"
that both cost him his life and brought about His Resurrection.
Perhaps the reason many of us find the
"practice" of our faith so burdensome is because we rarely
integrate "hesed" into our daily actions.